Batman is gold

What if Batman and I became a real couple? I am sick and there is no guarantee I’d make it. I don’t want to be negative right now but I can’t help it.

I know I should just enjoy the moment of being loved and cared for. But what if I get so used to it and one day I’ll have to go? It would suck. Batman will get sad and I don’t like it at all. He is “Gold” like a friend would say. He is.. He liked me despite of my illness and would do anything for me. I would do the same. But all these uncertainties are keeping me from giving in.

I need help. Batman what do I do?