Not drunk enough.

I think I’m fairly drunk while writing this. I was feeling euphoric earlier until I emailed him. I wanted to tell him bad about how much I want him..but I guess even with all the alcohol I still couldn’t tell him. I started to feel sad and hurt until I felt tears. It sucks. I want to stop loving him so I could stop hurting at the same time.

I love you. I haven’t told you..but you already know.

I wish it was as easy as the delete button on my keyboard.